I melt with you

phew, 5 days of my firstjob done and over with. a total rollercoaster ride, and boy am i lazy. now i feel like i'm gonna miss it for the next 4 days before i go back again.

but strange questions/introductions flatter and confuse me :)
I'n guilty for being so reckless with cashflow. yes i'm not a shopper but spending 10 bucks on a single meal for almost everyday is atrocious.

the hours do fly no matter how much we complain that it's painfully long and age has no barrier to like or to dislike. political hierachy was new, attitude was new.

OKAY YES VERY THRILLED ABOUT FIRST JOB.

and also very grateful that its not a must.
(sometimes i wonder if this luck will run out and i will fall hard from a height that i may not really deserve)

and sometimes,together with others, i want to smack myself and my utter lack of belief in myself.

whydowejudge. DAMMIT WHY DO WE JUDGE.