I think my fear of talking about things that truly matter is detrimental to my health.
whenever there is a mention of future or anything serious, i joke and say inappropriate things to wiggle out of the conversation and move the focus away from me.
it gets scary. I realise I am never comfortable enough, most of the time. I think it is the most common fear that saying things out loud will make it seem more real :(
it hit me so hard today. i need to learn to accept that i am a flawed soul. and my issues should be addressed sooner or later.
i will learn to correct all these flaws. I will and I shall.
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