vagary~ crushed blue diamonds of the morning sky

fleeting moments of extreme emotions
I want to remember
these precious times
that
make us human

'the beautiful heart i shall seek'

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i feel like i am soaking in this warm tub of melancholy
i wouldn't say it is unpleasant
but it feels like my skin and soul are all shriveled up
and i look at the world with such different perspectives.
I want to remember these times I feel like my thoughts are maturing and ageing. I don't necessarily like it; because I think naivety kept me happier. But it was a shallow kind of happiness and that ignorant bliss is definitely not enough to sustain a life.
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things i have thought about/conversed/considered carefully about this week

1. i am pro-choice when it comes to abortion and i think rick santorum had a part to play with his extreme statement
2. pain is temporary. glory is temporary. sadness, happiness and everything is temporary.
3. try to be the person i've always wanted to be
4. beautiful hearts are inspiring
5. ~~~~ certain human(s)