nonexistent

how to measure self-worth?
20 and more foolish than ever. Wish I had the drive/common sense I had when I was 12.

NOTE TO SELF:
life is always about a choice. WHO BUYS A MINUTE'S MIRTH TO WAIL A WEEK?
stop the irresponsible behaviour, grow up.
Remember that anything you want, (you set your mind to) can be done. Captain of your own life, steer it in the right direction!!!!!!
Jan is over, resolutions broken, hopes destroyed.
But all is not lost; everything happens for a reason.
Gotta start behaving like someone I can respect.

In pain, we find drive.



maybe in death
maybe through death
we will find this misery insignificant