humans are fantastic

i am constantly humbled by the people who surround me.

recent habit of mine to observe behaviour patterns of  people in general.

you dont even say it but your attitude teaches me so much already. that you can achieve anything you want by working hard enough. and if you are not getting what you want, then it just means you didn't work hard enough.

(it can be sad that you have to put in more effort than others but we should be thankful always for what we have. working hard is within my control, being intelligent isnt.)

thank you, for teaching me this. law of nature will not ever change. thank you, you inspire :)

also, another soul. for teaching me to never be so harsh in judgments. humans are so complex - they are more than their looks, clothes, exterior appearances and definitely more than just their facebook profile. while certain things may reflect their personality, it is important to be open minded all the time.

it's something i constantly struggle with. I put labels, I distance myself from people who don't seem like my 'type'. my childish behaviour still haunts me but i am consciously trying to change. giving others a chance and giving myself the chance to get to know and understand another soul better.

(Not nice to be the world's most guarded soul ever. But so far, nobody has been able to hurt me or make me feel too damn sad/bad because i never managed to let people in and see my vulnerability.)
(stoic but trying to open up still)

will always be second class. struggling very hard(especially this semester) to prove my self-worth to myself. everyone has their own self-esteem issues and nothing will help this except satisfying oneself with whatever it takes.
i know right now, i am not happy/not content enough with what i have been doing.

and the perfect quote that has been motivating me this week is " i am bound to live up to the light that i have"

and indeed, i shall.